I just want to go home..

Well... It's been a rough week... I feel like I've wasted my life in a way. Gosh... I need to find a job and figure out what I want to do with my life in the some what near future. Ah... Teenage years are not fun.. not fun at all. Here is a list of things I need to accomplish in the next two years:

• Find a job.
• Start paying for insurance and gas on a vehicle.
• Well, I need to find a vehicle first...
• Figure out what I want to go to college for.
• Convince my parents to let me work at Calvary. (working there would be grand)
• Grow closer to God... I have really drifted in the past few months.
• Read my Bible!!
• ...Chill out...

Goodness... I also need to find resources for my upcoming research report for my english class. I'm doing an argumentative/pursuasive essay on the fact that the Bible should be allowed to be taught in public schools. I know, it's a tought one... But I am willing to do it. Yet I need to find time and resources to back myself up ya know...

I don't want to go back to school tomorrow. I just want to lye in a field of grass and talk to God for a while... Or go on a road trip with Luli and take pictures of the simple beauty of nature... It's hard to aknowledge the fact that everything on the earth was created by an amazing, loving God, when all you see is violence and free ways..

It would be great to get away... sleep on the beach in San Onofre... you know? Yet you would be disturbed... Whether a family camped next to you is applying sunscreen and playing with soft toys, or some "security" dude is blocking your sunlight and telling you that you've overstayed your welcome.. Constantly inturrupted..

Some say I should write a book, some say I should become a comedian. I thought of writing a hilarious book. Yet I have a very short attention span and I don't find myself very humorous. Oh well. I just want to worship God and what not. How about that?

I'm not sure why I keep starting new paragraphs... I just like my space.

=)

Well, I just want the truth. I want God to come and take me away. I was reading a book for my english class when I came across a good quote. I'll use it to sum up this nonsence that I have just written.

Take care.

May God bless, I do pray.

Keepin' the faith,

Kay-love

"Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth. I sat at a table where were rich food and wine in abundance, an obsequious attendance, but sincerity and truth were not; and I went away hungry from the inhospitable board. The hospitality was as cold as the ices." -Henry David Thoreau,

Walden, or Life in the Woods